We've never had such a Christmas we've been having recently. Even though we are aware of this holiday's significance and love it very much, we don't feel we need to celebrate or experience it. This terrible disease makes the Festive Season blurry for us. It's like watching Christmas behind frosted glass in an isolation ward. The brain fog and the fatigue we've experienced recently are quite scary. COVID not only makes you sick but also makes sure that you'll suffer during and after being infected. I tried to get back to normal with baby steps, so I tried to do the early morning physical activity - which is mainly moving my neck and body and doing some squats - I used to do before this disease. However, even this insignificant set of movements that hardly elevates one's pulse was so painfully tiring that after a ridiculously low number of repetitions, I had to sit down and rest, just like the members of the nursing home, who, after finishing breakfast, waddle to the TV hall to watch their beloved series. The prospects of the disease are not so bright because they predict longer periods of fatigue and brain fog, which are not the symptoms one would like to cope with while trying to get back to normal. Sometimes, it feels like being that typical old, drooling pensioner. I wish we were two months older!
At least the weather is good. Too good, if I'm being honest. The highest temperature was around +14°C today, which is rather unusual around this time of the year. Crazy times in every aspect.
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