Today, after carefully doing some research on the internet on various grammatical topics, I came to the conclusion that unless you're a linguist genius or a native speaker language buff, grammar books and tests can lead you astray. (What a succinct little sentence this turned out to be.) This not only came as a liberating feeling, which goaded me to continue my efforts towards my goals, but also helped me to rebut my nagging thoughts. With this in mind, I rebuked myself for being such a low-self-esteem old git and took my lesson planning to another level. This appeared to be exactly what I needed to regain my lost mojo. I'll keep in mind how much I must study to achieve what I want, but my striving to become a better English speaker and teacher is what can give me strength and stamina. I can't overstate the support I've received from Ági. If it wasn't for her, I wouldn't have been able to survive the last few months, let alone the lay-off process I went through this year. She truly is the best wife and woman I could have found 32 years ago!
When I woke up this morning, I knew the day wouldn't be an active one. Nothing sinister happened that would have suggested anything unexpected; it was rather one of those intuitions that depicted how the events of the day would unfold. This gut feeling strengthened when I grabbed Abby's leash and took her for her early morning walk. She was as inactive as I was, and the speed and length of our walk corroborated this theory. We ambled back to the house momentarily. After this painfully short-lived stroll with a surprisingly exhausted canine, I sat in front of the TV, munched my breakfast and slurped the much-needed black nectar in the form of a strong espresso. What a surreal still-life this was. Especially considering how many episodes we have watched from one of the currently watched series. As my system started to absorb the caffeine, switching my wee brain into the first gear, the haze dissipated over today's schedule. Harnessing this ephemeral clear state, I rushed into...
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